I know someone who would like this.
I understand why I had those dreams last night.
What I don’t understand is why I’m currently letting them affect me.
I try and avoid seeing you, but my brain forces me to not only see you, but to be with you when I’m asleep and unconscious.
I am not going to remove every single part of you from my life because one, I really loved parts of it and two, some things I physically can’t remove.
So I am left to gamble with my subconscious every night and hope that those parts of my brain/memory stay quiet so I don’t have to feel this way anymore.
